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So I'm meant to be revising for tomorrow's mock. I'm also incredibly behind on Nano since I didn't manage to write one word in the weekend... So obviously I decided that to be more productive I should update my LJ when I haven't done so in months :P
I really enjoyed this weekend! And it was really, really good not to be thinking about work (although I did get Paradise Lost out on the train and when Jen was in the shower). I think I've watched more disturbing youtube videos this weekend than I ever have in my life XD
Simple things for simple minds, eh?
On a more serious note, it was Remembrance Sunday yesterday. I would have forgotten if we hadn't been in the Royal Armouries. It's so horrible to admit, but I was wearing a poppy and I would have forgotten the 2 minutes silence even despite that, if the woman behind the desk hadn't told us. These symbols just become meaningless after a while. It's just something you wear when November comes around.... They played trumpet music, and then when it struck 11am, they sprinkled red crepe paper cut in the shapes of petals down from the galleries. It was really beautiful, and quite moving...i think I'm going to stick the poppy up somewhere.
And in better news, I did have an offer of a place to live next year this weekend! A few friends are thinking about getting a place together, apparently, and when I said I wanted one too, I got asked if I was interested. That would potentially be fun! ^^ It's something to think about anyway.

I also thought I should post a Nano excerpt. My current word count is 13115, which is just behind what I needed for Saturday. I'm hoping to catch up by a few hundred words tonight, and then the same tomorrow until I've made up the deficit. Extract!! This is the opening of my nanovel, the first sentence of which was inspired by the firework display on November the 1st. I just want to reiterate how much I loooooooove Bonfire Night. I didn't hear of any big displays on the actual day though, which sucked :(

the beginning )Ok, now I'm going back to Paradise Lost and gender.

Writer's Block: Ten for the Tenth

  • Nov. 10th, 2008 at 7:48 PM
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Some people spend their whole lives preparing the answer to this question: What albums are on your personal all-time Top 10 list?


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I was actually thinking about this not too long ago, because I'm sad.
In no particular order, I came up with:
Jeff Buckley - Grace
Emiliana Torrini - Fisherman's Woman
Audioslave - Audioslave
Pink Floyd - Dark Side of the Moon
The Shins - Wincing the Night Away
Bright Eyes - Lifted or the Story is in the Soil Keep Your Ear to  the Ground
Regina Spektor - Mary Ann and the Gravediggers
Portishead - Dummy
Fiona Apple - Extraordinary Machine
AFI - the Art of Drowning

Hark! A post!

  • Jan. 20th, 2008 at 11:46 PM
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Well, I have been meaning to post. For quite some time :P And I decided I would do it tonight or never! Although this isn't what I meant to post at all XD Oh well, that can wait for another time. This is a random piece of writing that I did tonight, inspired by when we were driving back from my Gran's house, and on Washington Terrace around the corner, I saw a window that had three dreamcatchers in it and thought, now isn't that a bit odd? I have one, but I thought three in one window was a bit much. So yeah, I've just finished typing it up now, and what with that and reading Jen's and Nicole's Nanos (I've been in a reading mood today :P) I have not done any of the work I set myself to do. Whoops :P My excuse for it is that once I'd written this (on paper) my wrist was hurting too much to do homework, considering all I have is essays. I really should stop using fountain pens because I'm so going to end up with repetitive strain injury if I don't have it already - the curse of the lefties strikes again >.<



Joy to the world! I wrote something! And I kind of even like it! :O

Christmas!

  • Dec. 7th, 2007 at 9:16 PM
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It's almost Christmas!!! It's sneaked up on us scarily fast >.< Not that I'm complaining about the proximity of THE best time of the year at all :P I really do love the winter. Even if it's dark and I don't want to get out of bed in the morning, there's something just so lovely about it all. I can't wait to get the tree up this weekend, and then decorate the house and start preparing for mini christmas, which is, people, in less than two weeks! And Christmas is in just over two weeks!
The only thing about winter is the amount of colds people get XD
Honestly, I don't think I could be looking forward to Christmas more than I am. It just seems, particularly this year, a time when there's no pressure on you to do anything - especially academic - and when you have to put everything else aside, all these problems that people have been having with each other and stuff like that. Just for a month or so, things like that can just melt away. 
And there will be wreaths and christmas candles and tinsel and random decorations me and my brother made when we were little and fairy lights and mulled wine and christmas pudding and best of all, the muppets christmas carol. Because that film rules everything XD
So, despite the fact that I haven't yet bought all of my presents and a couple of them have to be shipped from america and haven't got here yet, I am feeling very very optimistic about this whole thing. I adore christmas.
And, I'm giving out christmas cards this year - it's the last one in college, I think that merits some sort of display of affection if nothing else does :P The last IB christmas! We really should get to organising that meal...
Also, contrary to what some people say, I don't believe that Christmas is TOTALLY commercialised XD I mean, it is, and I'm the first one to be shouting at the  TV when Christmas adverts come on in october, but I think there are ways to ignore that. I don't care about the commercial parts of Christmas, because that's not what makes it special for me. It's texting my friends as soon as I wake up in the morning, and my entire tribe sitting around the table in stupid hats and pulling crackers and getting drunk like we always do (minus the 10 year old :P) 
I could ramble about this forever, but that's not the whole point of this entry :P

Meme! )

17 days and counting!! 

Edit: sorry about that awful formatting XD I don't know what went wrong there O_o

The END of NaNoWriMo and Maroon 5!!!!

  • Nov. 30th, 2007 at 2:37 PM

 Ohhhhh my god I finally finished my NaNo!!! I'm so unbelievably happy!!!!! :D I was dancing around my ktichen like a crazy person before...probably the neighbours think I've gone totally insane XDDD It's been fairly hard, and there are times when I didn't think I was going to make it, when stuff like birthdays made me get behind :P School work too, although I discovered that can be done very well either VERY late or (not too) early in the morning XD 
And then, of course!!!! LAST NIGHT (although by then I was fairly sure I was going to win anyway) which was when we went to see MAROON 5 who are so unbelievably AMAZING live, and even though I don't think Adam Levine is good looking at all, I have to concede that he is a "sexy sexy" man who dances like a chicken XDDD It was my first gig, believe it or not! I'm a very late starter :P And what a start it was! We were SOOOOOOOOO close!!!! And the atmosphere was SO lush!!! I can honestly say I think they'll all remember Newcastle, because we showed them some Northern spirit and "screamed like crazy fucks" in his words XDDD And the way we all sang She Will Be Loved together at the end! *tear*
Ohhhh and I'm putting the photos and stuff up on photobucket later ^^ Well, I've already started XD
And the Dashboard Confessional (they opened) video sounds better on the computer, although it's still a little fuzzy and...sideways XD But who cares about that?
So today I just feel completely drained and knackered, but I'm going to end November with a celebratory drink or something with my other NaNo winning buddy, hopefully anyway XD Otherwise I'll end it by being asleep :P 
And, we have no green tea in the house anymore. *is terribly upset by this*
Linking now to my photobucket, where you will find the pictures and video of Maroon 5/Dashboard Confessional! :
http://s174.photobucket.com/albums/w83/tea_bot/Maroon%205/
And I shall leave this post now because I would like to finish my NaNo story at some point soon...and emailing Nicole and random non-important crap XD
 
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A quote from the Libertine, which I managed to watch the first 40 minutes or so of last night before giving up due to interruptions. I may give it a try again tonight. Within the first minute, from the start of Johnny Depp's prologue as the 2nd Earl of Rochester, I remembered how good it was. I watched it for the first time in February, I guess it was, and before last night the only lingering impression I had was of the state of him at the end...But then I was very tired last time. 
I might watch it again tonight. 
I typed and printed off my personal statement today, so I have a draft if nothing else! Woohoo! 
Saturday was another Teikyo festival! I meant to write about it on the day, but I didn't have time. It was class, as usual! Although I think the comedy value was upped this year by this amazing dancer guy (who looked a tad womanly XD) who was just so fun to watch because of his VERY ENTHUSIASTIC hip-swivelling, as well as the crazy one who did lots of hip thrusting (O.o) And he break-danced too! Me and Dani nearly killed ourselves laughing when we realised they were doing the Mickey Mouse dance (both of us at one time had a video of Gackt doing the exact same thing which is sooo fun to watch :P). We spent a lot less time there this year, but that was good because we didn't do all the waiting around that we normally do, but....it was the last one we're ever going to go to, at least all together, which is an odd thought, since it's been pretty much an institution for the past 3 years. And I also still love trains XD How cool are we, sneaking into first class and then cleverly leaving without showing our tickets to the inspector! hehe. 
Thank god for the holiday! I've got half of my work done already! ^^ But now I really, really need to finish this stupid story off before we go back, otherwise nanowrimo is going to FAIL. It probably already will considering the fact that I can hardly get on the computer as it is. Nevermind. 
I have planned! I'm so proud of myself! I have a few notes that I'm attempting to work into a structure, and I'm trying to make it more character driven than plot driven, because I think it will be better that way. I'm going for a sort of half-philosophical thing, drawing heavily on Banana Yoshimoto which may or may not become evident as you read it. I'm looking forward to that, although once again I can't help wishing desperately for a laptop. 
And today? Well, pretty soon I'm going to post the fiction part of this, which has been lying around for ages....I was actually in two minds about what to post today, considering I've just come up with some random piece of writing that I kind of like (and is finished) but no. I don't want to confuse the issue XD After that, in about half an hour, I will be leaving ma maison to go to the gym and "enjoy exercise". (....)

Cue parts 6 and 7! (Note: all of the cuts are labelled with lyrics from the AFI song "Strength through wounding", which was in my head for some reason. Now I'm in trouble because it only has like 5 lines XD)

Through our bleeding we are one

Through the darkness breaks the light, 
Through the light unending pain.
Deify the wretched ones, 
Till the darkness comes again




Plot...oh dear XD

Personal Statements and Part 5

  • Sep. 24th, 2007 at 7:48 PM
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Well, this is a bit later than it was supposed to be XD It was supposed to be the weekend before last or something like that lol. Never mind, I'm sure everyone's as busy as I am *breaks off to grumble about education* It feels like I have suddenly shitloads of work to do, and I was correcting the grammar etc of Patrycja's personal statement and she's done some really good stuff! Who knew she'd done a course in medical ethics??? O.o Which has just depressed me because I can't boast anything of the sort. (Not that it's really important or useful for me to have done medical ethics...O_o)
Why is getting into uni so complicated I ask you??? 
Oh, and today I joined the student council which was obviously a brilliant idea - 8 students out of like, 600? most of them extremely loud. I don't do well in these sorts of situations so I really don't know what I was thinking besides something to put on my CV and that I'm lacking in CAS hours. 
*can't think of anything important in life not based on college* Well, that's depressing. Except that on my next driving lesson I get to go up the coast road...*gulp* And also I still haven't managed to think of anything feasible to get my mother for her birthday and the parents are both being irritatingly uncooperative. And I have a feeling I'm going to end up getting Rob's presents for them again >_<
Oh, and even though I know she won't read this good luck to Dani on her trial for her new job tomorrow! 
There's such a pretty full moon tonight! It's very calming XD
I should really not ramble when there's nothing important to say :P

Comments and typos etc would be appreciated since apparently this is now my contribution to the IB newsletter...although I am having serious fears that it is FAR too long, but never mind....O_o This part may be unrealistic...Plot hates me :P
I'm going to go downstairs now to do some homework, stick some more photos on my wardrobe and have another look at Patrycja's personal statement for her. A bientot, mes amis! ^^

Another year, another bit of a story

  • Sep. 5th, 2007 at 9:52 PM
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 I'm a little tired, from the over-watching of TV today. I can feel the time trickling by and I know that it won't be long until I'm back in college, sitting at those tables, watching the teachers get confused by the interactive whiteboards, listening to people jabbering and arguing, and creating my wonderful doodles out of sheer boredom. 
Another year of passing notes, and complaining about crap food is going to begin soon. And there's so much that I haven't done that I wanted to. I haven't finished anything writing-wise, I haven't volunteered, I haven't even done all my homework...
But it's the last year. The last year that I'm going to live in the same town, probably the same country as all the people I love, so I've decided now that I'm going to make the most of it. Despite all the exams, despite all the people that are bound to get on my nerves, I am going to enjoy this year. 
I wonder when I changed from someone who never spoke and wrote emo poetry to someone who can be as cheerful as I can be? I don't feel necessarily cheerful right now - too thoughtful - but I feel determined. 
Tomorrow will be a good day. Tomorrow time will speed by, shopping and spending time with Jen and Dani. Today wasn't that bad either; I feel like I've done a lot more than I have, even if that's just because I achieved the major accomplishment of getting Rob to hang the washing out. 
Speaking of whom, I should probably finish up here before he complains that I'm typing too loud. 

I do have something for you....Parts 3&4 - Part 3 was really short so I just kept on going (sorry Helen, hope it doesn't hurt XD) so this posts a bit longer than the others. 




Thoughts, comments or typos? ^^ 

Part 2!!!!

  • Aug. 31st, 2007 at 4:53 PM
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Look what I did! I managed to finish another part! Holy cow! AND *is very happy* I have over 2000 words of extended essay muahaha! As pleased as I am with that, I'm now beginning to worry that my handwritten draft is too long....*smacks self in head* 
Anyway, I'm sure none of you care about my blathering so I will cut to the chase, and post the story. I think it's even shorter than the last one. I'm predicting about 15 parts of this if they all stay this length. *laughs* Nevermind, eh? 


There you go!!! ^^

Quiz that I once more stole from Nicole :P

  • Aug. 30th, 2007 at 3:48 PM
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Ok, I decided that this looked fun XD And then I wasn't going to post it but got bullied into it XD 
I'm in a bit of a hurry since I should be leaving my house in about 10 minutes so forgive me if I am brief. You'll hear from me soon with part 2 anyway when I'm not IN A MASSIVE RUSH XD
 Here it is! 

Ramble + a new beginning

  • Aug. 25th, 2007 at 6:25 PM
pretty!

*Looks aghast at date of last entry* Wow, I should really use this more O.o 
Only 2 weeks or so (I'm refusing to work out exactly how long) until back to college. *Rolls eyes* And I'm trying to write my 4000 word essay but it's just not going very well XD I've decided I don't like holiday work. It sucks. 
Oh, Dani's back tonight, a day earlier than I'd thought, so hopefully see her soon! I'm proud of myself for coping so long without her XD I'm looking forward to hearing all about the trip.....Which is lucky, because I don't think I'll have much choice! XP
Also, it seems as if my wayward brother won't be going anywhere until the end of September, so he said today. I'd really got used to not having him around...It'll take a while to adjust myself to not thinking he's going to be gone again any day now. 
I have been spending the last few days watching lots and lots of TV and trying to work - you know, daytime TV is not that bad! There's a lot more Poirot than I would have thought. And films. I bought Howl's Moving Castle the other day, which is really good, strengthening my Studio Ghibli love (as if it needed any!). And I finally got some shopping done today - I got a new scrapbook which is like, A1 size or something :P it's massive! 
But there has been something productive out of all this lethargy! I have a story! :O Which leads this ramble neatly into a nice little post of the 1st part. As to whether it's good or bad I have no idea - I got the premise from a dream I had ages and ages ago. 
So, here goes! ^^


Phew! C'était part 1, so now I have to type up part 2, of which I currently have one sentence. Wouldn't it be excellent to have a secretary you could just dictate to? *sips ginger wine and guffaws* :P 
I hope I can get this finished - at least handwritten - before the start of college but who knows? I probably won't. 
Anyway, I hope you liked it! ^^

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  • Jun. 13th, 2007 at 10:29 AM
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Good morning everyone! :D it's an absolutely horrible day here today! And I have to stay at college until FOUR o'clock on my short day damn you evil science thing! >,<
On the very much brighter side, I FINALLY finished the Divine Comedy today after god knows how many months of reading it, especially Heaven ¬_¬ 
But now, I feel so liberated! And I have decided to post something - a kind of sequel-ish oneshot thing to the oneshot I posted before. (I think I can only write this story when I'm ill... hmmm)
Also I need something to read.......Anyone have any spare books written by certain EVIL SICK scottish men they fancy bringing over to my house? :P

The mute )

Thanks for reading mes amis! ^^

A post...with PROSE!!! Dear god!!! :O

  • May. 28th, 2007 at 8:12 PM
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*Deep breath* I am making a post. And it's a writing post! *dies* I haven't made one of these since December! How very strange O.o
I wrote this when I was ill a while ago, just after my birthday. I read the entire book of Lost Souls during the night and the days I was off, and then wrote this. It has nothing to do with the storyline of Lost Souls, so I'm not sure how it inspired me, but it did. Ohh, I love that book <33333
Anyway... I had a brief idea it could be the beginning of something, but I have too many long projects >.< So I'll keep it for a while. 
So, here it is.






Huge survey!

  • May. 19th, 2007 at 11:58 PM
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Ohhhh I'm tired. It's been a really long day, thus reinforcing my decision not to leave the house tomorrow no matter what. (Although I may need to shop, that doesnt count.).  I can't believe I'm sitting here at midnight uploading photos. Never mind. Anywho, I've been meaning to post here for a while. I do have something writing related to post *shock horror* but right now i'm going to post the survey that I stole off Nicole, heehee. It's SO massive!!!! And I filled most of it in this morning, and then the "currently" bit in tonight, so don't get confused! Here goes:


Voila!
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I'm back! Ok, I've been back for like a week, but even so. (this isn't getting written in French, by the way lol)
France! It was excellent!! It was so much fun ^O^ 
My head hurt from all the french though, ohhhh so much! I never realised how bad at it I actually am until I went there and had to talk to fluent people. We managed to scrape our way through by team effort though, I think, with the exception of Stuart, who I swear is fluent, and Dan, who cheats because he used to live in Belgium. Everyone else was as lost as each other. 
Nevertheless, I feel more confident now! I will go to my french lessons with a better attitude (as good as it can be for someone babbling to you in a foreign language for 2 hours at 9 on a Friday morning).
One other thing, though - France HATES vegetarians. Seriously, if you're veggie and you go there, be prepared to subsist on what is, basically, bread and cheese. The only meal I could get without meat was pizza, random pastries, and this FOUL thing called a quenelle (I have no idea how to spell it, but that looks frenchy) which was like a sausage, made from eggs and god knows what else with some cheese sauce and olives. C'était bizarre! Not only bizarre, but icky. 
We also experienced some rather strange things - like LSD man!! We were trying to find the dominoes one night after having been to see the film "Je crois que je l'aime"  - "I think I love her", which was, incidently, about the boss of this big company who bugged an artist working for him (the one he thinks he loves) and puts her house under surveillance for a reason as yet unknown...and there are even cameras in the hotel room he takes her to for...well, you can guess. Which disturbed us a little. 
Back to the druggie! We were searching for the dominoes when he suddenly comes up and starts telling us "if you want good time, you go through that door! very nice people, great company, great time!" And the reason we call him LSD man? Aside from what was clearly liquid dope in a cup, he had 3 patches (suspiciously LSD-like) on his forehead. What good they were doing there, I can't imagine, but he looked like he'd had enough anyway XD So we were like, "Yeah, yeah, thanks a lot - RUN AWAY!!!" 
Our hotel room was excellent too! There were 4 of us sharing, but we actually had 5 beds. We were only meant to have 3 lol! We also had a kettle, a fridge with milk in it, random coffee and biscuits, an iron, and a microwave for god's sake! We even had an extra room! It was mint! It was the biggest too, so needless to say everyone crashed it - mostly to watch and mock the porn/dragonball z with french dubs we were watching. 
What else to talk about? Oh - the fromagerie!!!!!! it stank to high heaven!!!! You go through the door and it just HITS you! But that wasn't the worst part....We all thought the Americans who'd been downstairs for the tour were overreacting when they came running up the stairs, out the door and starting taking as many gulps of air as fast as they could! But oh no. They were not. Poor asthmatic Dani nearly died I think XD However, it was worth it, because the cheese was lovely!! And instead of wine, I had apple juice, which was also lovely. I wish I'd brought some of that cheese back, actually. All I have here at the moment is babybels. 
I do think that this entry may be becoming too long XD I'm trying to write it up in my diary (yes, still) and I'm only on the second day. A lot of that has to do with how easily distracted I am though.
We were only there for 5 days, but it seems like so much happened!! Going to le marché (the market), getting lost right next to the scary house which we swore was haunted until we went past it in daylight and saw the only reason the windows were boarded up was because they were putting double glazing in, finding that lush restaurant where the meal I ordered principally consisted of an ENTIRE MELTED CHEESE, discovering french charvs and emos, Thom and me being mocked by that French waiter with the lisp, the "hicky" Thom gave Anne-marie...the DISTURBING teddies from the machine in the cinema (if I knew how to put pics on here I would show you the worst one) and the bread-crown that nearly killed the woman in the patisserie and was so big it came in a paper sack XD 
Oh! I didn't even mention my first experience of flying!!!!! I've decided I like it! Although we couldn't actually see out of the window properly from all the condensation, me and Dani did get a few glimpses of the alps...just the photos turned out really crappy. On the way back, we couldn't even see that much because Nervous Guy, who was panicking a little because of his fear of heights (weird, mine doesn't seem to affect me in a plane O.o) AND we had another condensationed window! Unlucky!! Next time D-chan, ne? But! My ears weren't even bad!! They popped a bit, but that was it! They were way worse in the train to London on Monday (oh yeah! I've been to London now XD) One of my fears conquered!! Hip hip hooray!! :D 
Ok, I've been trying, and the pics just don't want to show up. I can send you some, or preferably someone can help me figure out how to actually do it properly lol!!
A bientot!! ^O^

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HAPPY NEW YEAR KIDDYWINKS!!!! ^O^

  • Dec. 31st, 2006 at 6:15 PM
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Since I’ve got 2 hours before I have to go to Claire’s and nothing useful at all to do, I decided to write a review of the year. I keep saying/thinking that it’s been a really eventful year, and I want to put down in writing some of the…events XD
 
High Points: (not necessarily in order XP)
The End of school
Meeting foreign friends
College!
The Haswell award O-o
Really random, impromptu days (the random bimble day, when we were in Jesmond and it rained so much I had to buy new socks XD, the entire day travelling on the metro when we ended up in Gateshead *shudder*, and recently when we tested out Il Forno’s pizza)
Nanowrimo!!! Although I failed, that was SO much fun!!
Bitchfests and tea at mine XD
Jenny’s party
My birthday party!!
Prom!
A general step towards self-confidence finally ^^
Helen living at mine
Genius, marathon phone calls
6+ hour msn conversations
Mini-xmas!! ^^
The beach party (all the crying and hugging XD)
And Teikyo! (as much the travelling there as the day itself XD)
 
Low Points (also not necessarily in order)
Having 3 of my family members in hospital (even if one was just a broken wrist >_<)
The month of August
Mini-fights
The need for bitchfests and tea at mine XD
Never seeing Knipee
Rarely seeing David (and Lee)
Too much homework
Having exams, that was pretty annoying XD
 
Random Memorable Phrases/things that people said a lot (off the top of my head – I’m sure there were more XD Chime in if you have any!!)
“I’ll kick your ass on the BOOS!”
“Whachaa weasel!!”
“Mono!”
“Brain!”
“I’ll punch you in the back of the head, knock you out and then run all the way back to Manchester in a flash of pink!”
*holds up ‘WON-finger’ and nods*
“nama-mugi nama-gome nama-tamago”
 "Absoluuutely fuuuckin sexy!" XDDDDDDDDDD (ta jen, your msn name is useful ^^)

My song obsessions of this year (that I remember):
Beams!!!!! (Azayaaaaka niiiiiii)
Cassis
Haru, sakura no koro
Après moi
Kumo no ito
Pierrot the Clown
Romance (Penicillin and Buck tick)
Cube (ohhh yes XD) and Kalmia
Time is running out
Angelfish….There are more, but maybe I should stop there before I do myself an injury.
 
Movies:
Brokeback Mountain (Lauren you have my DVD!!!! *weeps uncontrollably*), Pirates of the Caribbean 2 (Junpei!!! ^O^), Spirited Away (I told you it was good XD), Tokyo Drift (Han!!! >_<), Kagen no Tsuki (“I don’t give a dAmn AbOut ze bAnd” XD), The Grudge 2 (Yeeta! Milk bulimia lol!!), Abnormal Beauty (ew.), Take the Lead (not many things can make me want to dance, but that did!! XD) and Pulse (“I’m reeeeeal!!” *wall-suckage* lmao!)
 
To sum it all up, this has been the year of: sleepovers and random days, spending all our money on bus/metro and coffee shops, the colour green, Borders days, Steph-Tea!, Gazette, Alice Nine, Regina Spektor and rediscovering Muse, the infamous trip to Japan and “I was stuck in an airport for 3 days”, trips to the theatre, Chinese restaurants (i.e. No.1), playing guide to foreign friends, turning 16 (except for you OLD people who turned 17 – btw Dani are you gonna learn to drive yet???) and oh! Piercings. 

What about everybody else? had a good year? I hope so! And Happy New Year to you all aswell! Now I only have an hour with nothing useful to do. Oh well XD

Blame it on the weather>.

  • Dec. 5th, 2006 at 3:13 PM
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Ok, I'm back. Robo's already back, but now I'm back here too. I had nothing to post for ages. My writingness has dried up...so much for finishing my novel >.< I can't get myself to write anything but regurgitated poetry (i.e things that i've written before in different words) and a few sentences here and there. It's a pain in the arse, to be honest...My motivation is there, but my skill (if you can call it that O.o couldnt think of another word) is just caput. Everything I write is coming out just blahh and kinda all over the place. Everything else is good, hence why my robo journal was so hyper XD apart from writing which is, you know, pretty important. I'm just hoping given a few more days (weeks?) to regenerate, I'll be back on form. Hmm. Well, I'm just in a generally down mood. Don't take any notice of me. I did write one thing, just now really...don't know how good or bad it is, but it was in my head, so I wrote it. Hence, I post. it may be depressing. I don't know.

Returning )

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"GAH poetry"

  • Nov. 11th, 2006 at 7:51 PM
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OK, so I'm not meant to be writing anything but my Nanowrimo novel. But this really really needed to be written. I was going to sit on it for a while but it's still pretty early and I'm in a really really writing mood, so I can catch up with that later. Yes I can. This is the product of the worst mood i have been in in a long, long time. thank god for people who make me go to borders and not stay in writing angry poetry allllllllllll night XD 
It's pretty long, but here goes:


TADA!!!!!

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  • Sep. 14th, 2006 at 7:55 PM
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My last hospital-related poem for a lonnnnnnnnnnng time (touch wood). Some of the things in this ( the bits sbout medicines and their unpronouncableness) were weirdly echoed in social & cultural anthropology (that's almost as bad to type as it is to say XD) today, so i decided i would post this... It kinda rounds off the last couple of poems i've put here anyway. it's weird, but needed to be written.

You’re not just a name to us, no
But you’re still faceless
Behind the labels you wear on your wrist
(more sophisticated than cattle you can take it off – eventually –
But aren’t scars just like a brand?) there lies a line
Numbers, percentages, statistics,
Then the teetering towers of words,
Syllables meaningless to anyone but us
Words a mile longs, unpronounceable
Your diseases, your cures
That’s what we know you by
The combination, the recipe of ills that constitutes YOU
What’s a name after all, but pretty sounds?
And faces are fleeting – too many in a day
We won’t forget you, we wrote everything down don’t worry
With care and gentleness, be grateful
And yet you can all sense there’s something off here
It can’t be helped, we say, so be grateful
So we open the gate,
And if you can walk, we let you wander free
Saunter slowly back home
Still labelled and packaged – fresh from the shelf.

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  • Sep. 11th, 2006 at 10:05 PM
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This is a little later than it was meant to be...I finished it last night, but I was too lazy to post it >_< I'm not entirely sure about how this turned out...I have an inability to judge my own stuff. I like it a lot better than the rough draft though. That was a bit crap XD But hey, I enjoyed writing it, so I guess that's all that matters. I still need to cure my addictions to first person and present tense. Oh, there's more stuff coming!! :O It's stupid, since college has started I've been wanting to write even more if that's possible, and time is so going to become a problem with all this extra curricular crap i have to do...If I write something suitable, it can count towards my hours though, so yay! I have one poem and one story (as yet unfinished) to type up...coming soon! ^^ comment honestly, I can take it! *braces self* I went clichéd again, I know.... >_<  Oh, this is also slash! not very obviously, but it is. meaning, manXman...but rating-wise like PG or something. Very fluffy, though ^^

Have the much-edited version of:

Rain )


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